Some surprises are good.. and some are just plain GREAT.. and guess what i'm feeling right now? Wait. don't guess.. i'll tell you.. I'm feeling like nothing could ever go wrong..nothing could ever rain on my parade.. it's love.. i tell you.. this upside-down feeling.. it's LOVE.. i just can't wait to see him again.. i've never seen anyone like him.. it's just so.. weird.. i never thought i'd ever feel this way about anyone.. EVER.. but wow.. he's just so incredible and amazing.. i'm going whatever i can to make this right.. i can't possibly think of a day without him..
i swear to God.. life has got surprises at every bend.. in every nook and cranny.. just about everywhere. some of them might be good.. some might even be GREAT.. cuz guess what? i just LOVE this surprise.. it was so amazing to look at him.. his hands.. his little heart beating so fast and so loud.. i think i might just be in love with him.. it's just so cool.. i never even thought that i'd ever see him like that.. it's just so.. i can't even begin to explain it.. it's so exciting.. i can't wait to see him again.. shoot.. i'm getting so ahead of myself.. i feel weird.. sheesh.. heh heh.. i really love this guy..
okay here we go..
it is truly uncanny how much we ignore. how much we don't notice.. so much so that we even ignorantly fight for our "rights". it is truly astounding how much we could see and hear if we wanted to.. but sometimes.. it's best not to.. sometimes.. it's better to feign ignorance and live our life in bliss.. but then again, those feelings won't go away just because we don't see around us.. or will they?
i'm sick and hungry.. and right now, Heck i'm complaining
i'm really sorry
4:04 AM.
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7:50 PM.
" Saturday, August 16, 2008
this life has got more surprises than an average man can handle, but that does that necessarily mean than we shy away from them and refuse to look them in the eye? Charles Darwin did that when his first book on evolution was printed.. in order to make as many people happy as he possibly could with an idea like that, he altered his book so many times that he ended up contradicting himself in more ways than one. Does our innate abilities cause us to shy away from circumstances we feel best suit someone who has got the innate ability to fight? Why do we do that? Why don't we speak up for what we believe in? And why do we always shun people who speak their minds?
The answer, though not so obvious lies within us. Most of us conform to society's usual norms that we may not really agree with but still accept since speaking out against that would mean social alienation.. But we forget that these stupid things don't last long.. As hard as it may be to believe, Truth prevails.. Fashion is really just a phase. And although this may be shocking .. primitive fish lungs were not used for the purpose of breathing underwater.. they were used mainly for buoancy.. to help the organism float up and down the water.. In short, things are not always as they seem. They just adapt.. And sometimes adaptation is not an innate ability..
5:24 AM.
" Thursday, August 14, 2008
11:48 PM.
" Saturday, August 02, 2008
is that reason enough for you to go away now.. cuz i sure hope it is..
11:23 PM.
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the tears were not my fault
they fell like a cloud breaking
no doubt.. not even a warning
falling like no tomorrow
they made their presence known
they stayed till the end
not doing anything
just making my heart bend
i'm really sorry
you had to see them
they had no right
to come in your line of vision
they were my disillusion
to a perfect ending
but like most happy endings
mine's a fairy tale too
i'm really sorry
i forgot we had nothing to do with each other
they had to come
those damn things
and make me vulnerable
to your criticism
i've heard it all before
but your comments matter the most
but it's okay i've learnt
to bear the brunt
of my broken relationships...
