wow.. things have been really crazy around here. i mean, there's hardly any time really left for me-time after i cancel out the days that i have to go out with either with my friends or family. oh, i almost forgot.. i have to work for the next two weeks at ProTeach. they needed the help i suppose.. haha.. teaching kids is no joke.. seriously.. after being faced with complicated shit.. doing the easy stuff gets harder every minute. haha. oh and last night, i was channel-surfing(seeing as how i dun have cable, this is seriously boring..) and came across this show in which a grown man was asked about the percentage of water that covers the Earth surface.. and Guess what?? he didn't know the answer!! ACK! And his options were like so bloody.. aCK.. unbelievably, he still walked away with US$100,000. Seriously.. if anyone from my school went on that show, they'd be like millionaires. and how about the people from Raffles? Seriously.. what is the world coming to? Sheesh..
"i got the power!" OW!
oh sheesh.. got a skateboard ytd.. still need to practise doing turns cuz whenever i try to do.. i lose my balance and land on my face.. i wanna learn how to do the swishy movement thingie.. but i gotta take things slow.. so anyway.. ytd was Open House.. bloody boring..then after that went to Mac.. Jaslyn retarded man! The possesed person.. then Shermaine go count calories some more.. McFlurry's got a blooming 570 calories! Then Melissa kept on choking cuz she was laughing so hard.. Cornehh getting sugar high! HAHA!! Hear something totally undesired and never-before-said.. when people are tired, they do crazy things! sheesh.. then went with Cornehh to her house cuz was meeting my mum and sis at JP later.. her brother's so cute!! His name's Yu Cheng.. he's damn cute man! too bad my camera wasn't working.. wanted to take a picture of him man! so cute!! he looks totally like Constance! Haha! But Horny Corny refuses to admit that.. haha..
bloody hell.. top PSLE student gets an aggregate of 294!! what are kids doing these days man? 294! unbelievable!!
oh gosh.. i'm so hopeless. we stay awake till like 3.45 and i wake up at 8.30.. haha.. bloody hopeless creature man! haha.. had a sleepover at my house last night with Divya and Nikki.. how come those two can sleep while i'm up here typing an being as fresh as a daisy.. tsk. retarded.. haha.. maybe it's my dad. no matter what day it is, he always makes us get up before 8am. even on a sunday. maybe it got drilled a bit too much.haha.. anyway.. i just hope he gets off his bloody Trojan horse and actually sees for himself that there's no one else i'd rather go to a movie with. Seriously.. why does he have to be so bloody suspicious all the time? Ack!
Well..
had editorial today.. well kind of anyway.. had to see ms lappen for the form for the race tmr.. anyway.. haha.. it was super funny.. as always.. Sok Kee NEEDS PROFESSIONAL HELP!! haha.. and i had no idea long socks was so scared of dogs.. haha.. but i sTILL LOVE NORWAY.. the cute little puppy i saw at the pet shop near my school..i went inside and it was all over me.. and the shop owner was like "he can horny" !!! ACK!! haha.. i got kind of freaked out by that.. but i couldn't stop staring at it.. it was totally the most softest white you can imagine..
i'm feeling really guilty right now.. i did something i shouldn't have done and have no way of setting things right.. not unless i do something really drastic.. i dunno whether i have any chance of redemption after this but i do hope that whatever good i do in the future will make my conscience a little less heavy on my soul..
Hee Hee.. i dun think i've laughed as much as i've laughed today with the Three McFlurries.. aka Long Socks, Neh Neh and Hui Min.. haha.. damn funny.. we went to Mac today for lunch and Sok Kee sat across from me and Long Socks sat beside her and Hui Min sat beside me.. and then Sok Kee and i couldn't stop laughing at the most random things.. We just couldn't stop laughing.. and then that Sok Kee went and poured ice all over the tray like the patients in the Mental Hospital and after that we really cracked.. we went all ballistic and then after that we left to go for Editorial..
Hello People!
ooh Gossip Girl rules!! it's so damn bitchy and glamourous and perfect.. the funny thing is the perfectness of the girls shoudl really be pissing me off but all it does is make me drool over the sweetness of the whole thing.. anyway, now i'm really starting to find a new deal and make it happen. i can't afford to lose this one again. not now..not ever.. the random things that i have to make do with are just not worth it anymore because they'll never be more than they are.. Stuff. and you and i both know that Stuff is so way over..
if life were a bed of roses
anyway... i'm this close to blowing up at my sister.. she's so ACK.. like she will want to borrow all my stuff and then when,or if, she returns them, they're like half-mutilated or she breaks them. it's so frustrating.. like she purposely uses my skateboard in front of my dad so that he'll confiscate it since i'm not allowed to use it in the house.. ACK!
10:48 PM.
" Sunday, November 25, 2007
man! i'm telling you .. this is the life. waking up at 9am on a weekday and then just slothing around the house. and the thing is no one really seems to care. all my dad is worried about are his fish. seriously. i even heard him talking to them ytd. it's kinda weird, you know, when you wake up and the first thing you see is a grown man talking to something that cannot talk back. but i'll tell you one thing, though, it fully woke me up. and then of course, my mum.. The Sorcerer's Apprentice. No, really... Remember the cartoon/movie in which Mickey Mouse actually commands his, um, brooms and pails or whatever to do stuff. it's kinda the same at my house too.. my mum will be like sweeping the living room and she'll be like muttering to herself all the while.. and people actually ask me why i'm so messed up..
Right.. so anyway.. i've got this theory that ever since i watched my first ever Addam's Family episode, my parents have totally been influenced by them. for more information please contact your video shop and ask about their increazingly missing Addam's Family DVDs.
Talking to your brooms and fish is one thing. Imagine talking to your knee. Granted that my sister's knee was grazed but still... Hello? what is wrong with the world?
I gotta go now. the woman at the video shop is threatening to blow up our house..
need to do some damage control
4:27 PM.
" Saturday, November 24, 2007
Damn! this entry is so not me.. it's full of grammatical errors...
like i said.. tired people do crazy things! :)
3:32 AM.
" Thursday, November 22, 2007
4:46 PM.
" Tuesday, November 20, 2007
11:19 PM.
" Friday, November 16, 2007
Went for the run at Ngee Ann Polytechnic and as expected.. fainted.. no really..i went like 400 metres running like crazy and then when i reached the top of the slope, i couldn't see anything.. like the earth was moving around and my head started to throb like crazy. i don't want to go into details cuz my head still kinda hurts.. not alot but a bit at times when i get up abruptly.. Miss Lappen was so nice about it! She like helped me get to the doctor and then like persuaded me to take small bites of an apple. And then ms chua, mr kris and ms lappen made a stop over at the Mac near my house and bought me some food and then ms lappen and mr kris like dropped me right in front of my door step. i don't think i've felt more appreciative of my teachers than i did last night. I think after they left, i fell asleep almost straight away except to change out of my clothes.
Why am i so weak? WHy can't i be like the rest of them? Why do i have to be ridden with some bloody illness?? Always after something exhausting, i have to fall sick. it's so bloody unfair..
12:24 AM.
" Thursday, November 15, 2007
I don't think i've seen a more beautiful movie as Saawariya. I think the main reason i like it is because it doesn't have a very Bollywood ending.. you know the kind in which the hero and heroine always live happily ever after cuz in real life you don't always get your happy endings.. do you? the costumes, sets and characters were very uniquely portrayed with just a bit of influence from Moulin Rouge. The movie's not for people who get things only if it's spoonfed to them. In this movie, you have to think.. Think about life and love and destiny and Fate and whether loving someone means giving everything up for that one person or destroying everything you've ever loved in your way to love.The one thing that strikes me in this movie is the total lack of colours except for green,black and blue. The mundane colours strike me as a bit overwhelming compared to the colourful songs and intense emotions..
11:25 PM.
" Wednesday, November 14, 2007
went to watch Sawariya with Divya ytd.. for the first time.. i was late.. haha.. we always miss the first few minutes of any movie we watch.. sigh.. haha.. the ass lah.. don't even know where Eifle Tower is.. haha.. then we scared Nikki by picking her up from her Piano Lesson.. Shoot.. her face was to die for.. haha
oh and just because i go out with another for a movie doesn't mean that i'm in love with him and two timing you.. no need to be so bloody suspicious.. tsk..
Whatever..
Places to be.. Things to Do..
7:39 PM.
" Tuesday, November 13, 2007
anyway, aside from all that proclamation,declaration admission thingie.. i can't believe how busy i've gotten and the overloading stress that's begginning to show in the form of acne on my forehead.. whenever i get too stressed.. i either throw up, refuse to talk, snap really easily or fall sick.. so bloody sensitive.. i need to learn to have a healthier system.. like last time i was in India at my uncle's house and i was kinda really young and i couldn't find my mom so.. i was like really worried.. then my aunt made me some Maggie and i ate it while i was really worried about where my mum went without me cuz i hadn't met my aunt and uncle before that so.. anyway.. i ate the Maggie and five minutes later, i threw everything up.. when i watch a horror movie, i fall sick really easily.. like i get a running nose and then a temp of up to 39... especially when i see blood..
oh today.. i went to the wet market with my mum and she was buying chicken and the man was cutting up a chicken.. and it was really disgusiting.. sheesh.. my mum made butter chicken today.. but i am so not going to eat it.. BLEAH... YUCK!!
anyway.. i gotta go.. am seeing a movie with Mahatma Gandhi aka.. Divya.. HAHA..
:) See YA :)
2:55 AM.
" Friday, November 09, 2007
But it was as fun as ever.. haha.. still a lot of talking cock and making random jokes.. tsk tsk.. haha.. oh and we signed for the universally parallel thingie.. we're going to be racing against professional runners.. honestly, i can't imagine what made me do it.. maybe it was the sugar high.. haha.. then we took out the flowers from the Editorial Board Board and.. ah nvm.. i'm not going to write that here.. too bad Sok Kee.. haha..
then Shannon and i were going home and we met Conshtance and Shawn.. HAHA.. Shannon and i were like "they're discussing about assasinating Bush or something.. but hor.. cannot be just one bullet.. must be at least two cuz his skull so thick then need to penetrate..." Tsk Tsk..i think i really irritated them.. Oops.. HEH HEH..:)
I think i talk too much (bet nikki's gonna be overjoyed to hear that...)
HAHA...
I rest my case..
See YA! :)
1:09 AM.
" Wednesday, November 07, 2007
haha.. i'm not sure what exactly to say cuz well.. nothing that interesting ever happens anyway.. still reading the biography of Gandhi's.. it's become a bit boring now since it's all figures and stuff but the history part is pretty cool.. like hindi is an Indo-Aryan language and Marathi is a Indo-Aryan language.. it's pretty fascinating, the stuff..
anyway. tmr's Diwali or Deepavali as some people know it as.. I suppose Diwali is just another occasion for people, namely my mother, to celebrate with alot of gaudy stuff. haha. but then the festival itself is pretty colourful.. if you go to Serangoon Road or Little India, the lights will just blow you away, hopefully, not literally.. anyway.. Indian festivals are pretty bright and there's always a story behind them.. i think Diwali is to celebrate the return of a king who was sent to an exile for fourteen years together with his wife and his younger brother..
Not to be rude or anything, but i think that they were just ordianary beings and not some celestial beings.. i mean if a person is good and always does good stuff, it doesn't necessarily mean that he/she is a saint.. But all in all..
Happy Diwali!
See ya soon! :)
8:52 PM.
" Sunday, November 04, 2007
1:54 AM.
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i'd be the thorn
if the world resided in me
i wish i'd never been born
if my cake was of smiles
i'd walk that many miles
if hunger could be averted
i would rather be avoided
if the world were to end one day
i dunno.. what would you say?
if i were to be left to die
the world would just sigh...
yeah..i'm not really up to saying anything..i just feel as though every inch of me has undergone some sort of depressing course or something.. my legs hurt, my hands feel as though they're about to drop off, back aches like shit.. and i've got a running nose.. dang.. i'm really whining.. Pathetic.. anyway..
was reading a biography on Mahatma Gandhi by Louis Fischer. it's pretty okay.. except that i didn't really agree with what Gandhi unwittingly imposed on his family.. renoucing them and taking a vow of celibacy when he only in his thirties. if you really want the nation to be happy.. well, aren't members of your family members of the nation too? i might be naive and ignorant on this since i haven't met the man himself or had his experiences.. but i just didn't think it was right of Gandhi to neglect his family. There is this chapter in the book where it says that Gandhi dabbled in eating meat and smoking although his religion expressively forbade it. i suppose it could called a rebellious spirit as the author does mention but i feel as though Gandhi just wished to see the consequence of his actions.. gain a bit of human reaction and propose his next step. playing with untouchables or pariah was also one of the things he did..
at the end of the day though,nobody is perfect and whatever Gandhi did has my fullest admiration and awe.
