hello!
Hello!
hello!
Yeah you can sue me for not writing for so long. But as always my excuse remains the same: Computer broke down( again!!!) and i was too busy to write. MaN! My computer is the suckiest thing EVER! If it weren't for the fact that my dad actually paid for it, i would have totally given it to the rag and bone man! But even then, i like he wouldn't have taken it. Dang!
Well.. nothing interesting happened. Got a two injections on my left arm and i STILL have to take those bloody pills but aside from that.. Nada. Well, i mean, if you really want to know what exactly happened, i could always write it here but then i guess you'd be bored. So let's jsut stick to technalities. I've started writing a diary and i can tell you it's not going to last very long. They never do. anyways. I mean i've written like about 10 entries so far and a couple of poems but then again, i mean, it's sort of like having your own personal psychoanalyser. I mean i can write whatever i want in it and then i can go back and find out what exactly it is that is wrong with me. I still i have OCD. And i still think that Romeo and Juliet was the lamest story ever written but whatever, you don't need to know that.. do you?
This friday i've got to go for the Sec 1 express camp. Little snore on the big yawn. And then, i'm going to Bali next friday and then i've got another camp next next friday so.. my friday's are like completely gone. And then i've got to finish up on three projects so whatever... i'm busy...seriously speaking, any lesser person might have to admit themselves into the top floor of IMH, but i'm trying to take things slowly..
although, seriously, Jie Ning, no one really cares about your boobs except for you, i mean. And i still think that Quan i cuter then XiuYi or that giro guy. What kind of name is Giro anyway?
I mean my dad PAYS giro to the goverment. Anyway, he's a little adorable and a bit too enthusiatic. But he's still Adorable..Hee hee..And Wei Jian is so Nice! My goodness! He's gonna get eaten up if he ever goes into the Real World. He's SUPER NICE ! I mean imagine bringing someone's homework for them even if it means going all the way to Bukit Batok after spending a long day after 6. WOW! That was really sweet.. And no Jaslyn, don't get any dirty thoughts. Think straight!! Oh well, i gotta go now do something...
Bye!
9:43 PM.
" Thursday, February 08, 2007
Well... i'm seriously in serious shit.. my tests went seriously horrible and well...dang! E math was bad... A math was pretty much alright.. Chemistry too but then.. oh no! this bad! this is really really bad!! Aw man! i never thought i'd say this but what in the name of the Lord was i thinking when i did those tests??? Was i on crack or something? cuz seriously, i can't think of any other explanation for my doing so badly... well, i haven't exactly gotten my results but whatever.. call it women's intuition. anyway... i had to go the Doctor's again yesterday.. i hate doctors! they make everything sound so serious and everything you're scared you might just die on the spot. Crap!! Anyway.. the Doc gave me an injection and some more pills.. and this time he gave me soem ointment to go along with it too.. and it stinks man! it smells like the insect repellent i used for my P5 camp. and let me tell you something.. insect repellent stinks like hell! even worse than hell because when you're in hell at least you can go off to one those caves they're always talking about and then sort of block out the smell. yeah i know.. i'm acting a bit strange...
oh! and i found out about this group of children called the Indigos.. they're supposed to be these really wise old souls who have a great intuition and some of them are even psychic.. they hate systems, organised systems and pretty much everything organised.. i have to go now but i promise i'll write soon!
Bye! :)
1:22 AM.
" Tuesday, February 06, 2007
I feel a little confused now. My life's in a pathetic state and it shouldn't be. Everything is going fine , on the surface but really, everything is going downhill for me. It sucks but unless someone comes and grabs on the shoulders real hard and gives me a little knock on the head to wake me up... well.. all i can say is Hello Boarding School! And i've even found out why i am the way i am. But it doesn't make me feel any better. It just makes me wonder how come no one has thrown a net over my head and hauled me off to the zoo to be with some monkey who hasn't had a bath since before he was born. I'm not sure of anything right now. Well, whatever i am sure of turns out to be wrong so i don't know what to hold onto as truth of my life. Wow that sounds really deep coming from me..considering what i'm going through now anyway...
ah whatever... i gotta go now...
gotta go study!!!
Bye!
