omg.... i'm really touched by what rahul did today.. thanks so much for the present.. i haven't opened it yet.. but seriously.. it was so sweet.. Aww...
3 days left to my birthday.. yippee! 3 days left to getting older.. haha.. oh here's one nonsensical thought of the day... Internal Conflict leads to External Conflict...Pimples!! Beware!!
wow.. today was really fun.. it didn't even feel like an exam, to tell you the truth.. sitting at the back of the class with matthew, vatsal pandey and this guy called imran was like so bloody funny.. dang man! nick wrote like three lines on his compo and then like everytime the teacher would ask nick something the rest of us would start laughing.. damn funny.. oh then during the break.. oh gosh.. it sounds really lewd but honestly.. i aimed this ball of paper on vatsal pandey and rohit and it hit the target every time.. okay.. fine.. most of the time.. oh then vatsal pandey threw it at me and then i was like running away from it and i slipped and fell.. gosh.. that was really embarassing.. cuz i felt flat on my face.. haha.. but anyway.. after the exam went to have lunch with chantik(surprise, surprise) , nikki and divya and then we like had lunch at this indian restraurant right in front of Mustafa.. and then divya,nikki and i went to find rishabh and all... and we had to walk for like 20 mins and ask 40 different people where the heck it was.. but all the same.. it was good exercise after eating so much rice.. haha..oh shoot.. i gotta go now.. have to go finish up my chem notes.. shit i can't believe i left my A Math textbook and Physics file in school.. i'm like so retarded these days.. i wonder where my focus is these days.. anyway... there are 8 more days left to my and constance's birthday!! woohoo!! :)
i can't stand people who make decisions behind my back and then expect me to just laughingly oblige them while they make a complete ass out of me.. an ignorant ass... oh of all the things.. can't they leave me alone? i mean seriously.. once i say something.. i usually don't want to change it.. and unless you're holding a gun to my head or there's an adult involved, i pretty much won't change it all.. i'm stubborn that way.. it's annoying when you have everything going well for you and then out of nowhere an ignorant freak comes and changes everything.. ACK!!
shoot yaar.. Miss Lappen's pissed at us and we're like totally behind Eng lessons.. dammit.. oh and then mr Ching didn't come to sch ytd and today.. HOW ON EARTH ARE WE GONNA PASS??? ACK!!! On an afternote though, if anyone does know.. please do not hesitate to contact me.. i assure you your contribution will be appreciated.. i'm so nervous right now.. it's a bit miffing actually...
okay people .. 11 days to my birthday and to the Final Term Examinations.. Ack!!! 11 days!! god ! that's seriously freaky.. i haven't even started on my chem notes.. oh shit... gonna be bloody .. oh never mind..
aww man... i really love watching old movies.. like Breakfast at Tiffany's.. My Fair Lady and so many of old hindi movies like Milli.. Shashi Kapoor, Amitabh Bachchan, Sanjeev Kumar and Shammi Kapoor movies.. they're like so sweet and the songs are so nice... i could listen to the songs over and over again and still not get tired of them... like "tum aa gaye ho".. "baahon mein chale aaon".. and "o mera sona".. oh and "Chura Liya hai Tumne".. and not forgetting the English movies.. i am totally in love with Audrey Hepburn.. Breakfast at Tiffany's ., Roman Holiday.. Charade.. and my favourite of all My Fair Lady.. i totally love listening to old songs early in the morning or when i'm studying..
i'm in such a bad mood today.. and you wanna know the really bad part? i don't even know why i'm feeling so low... God! it's so confusing..
wow.. this is my 75th entry.. great cause for jubiliation i guess.. but anyway.. i'm feeling a bit low now.. for alot of reasons.. 1) because it's raining( okay.. this isn't really true since i like it when it rains but seeing the rain fall makes me feel like raining down my tears.. oh god! that was seriously dramatic!!) 2) because i did really badly for my common tests.. 3) because i hurt someone 4) because i read a sad book called "Looking For Alaska" by John Green in which the female protagonist gets killed in a car crash.. but i mean it was still funny cuz there's like this one scene where the guys play a prank by inviting a male stripper for Speaker's Day.. but whatever.. it was still death and all.. 5) well.. because you don't really need a reason to be sad since we're human which means there's a full chance of us experiencing mood swings in which we can feel multiple emotions at the same time... anyway...
wow.. this is my 75th entry.. great cause for jubiliation i guess.. but anyway.. i'm feeling a bit low now.. for alot of reasons.. 1) because it's raining( okay.. this isn't really true since i like it when it rains but seeing the rain fall makes me feel like raining down my tears.. oh god! that was seriously dramatic!!) 2) because i did really badly for my common tests.. 3) because i hurt someone 4) because i read a sad book called "Looking For Alaska" by John Green in which the female protagonist gets killed in a car crash.. but i mean it was still funny cuz there's like this one scene where the guys play a prank by inviting a male stripper for Speaker's Day.. but whatever.. it was still death and all.. 5) well.. because you don't really need a reason to be sad since we're human which means there's a full chance of us experiencing mood swings in which we can feel multiple emotions at the same time... anyway...
oh and i watched High School Musical 2!!! went to nikki's house ytd ... pigged out on chips and iced peach tea.. torn between the sweet guy and the hot guy... aka.. Corbin Bleu and Zac Efron.. ACK!!! the movie was really a bit Bollywood. but the songs were kinda good.. like "i don't dance" and "you're the music in me" .. ahh.. gonna go dreamnnn... You're the Music in me!!....
people who make other people laugh are truly something great.. can you imagine filling up a person's life by just saying something? it must feel so good to make someone laugh and smile.. like it's like you've got a power within you to change somebody's mood.. anyway.. wow...
everything in life comes with a price.. sometimes. they are so expensive, you wonder if you're actually doing the right thing or not. the things that come with a hefty price tag are usually the things that most people value most in life.. like love, family, friendship.. maybe even a nod from the guy that you think Really resembles Zac Efron.. but they come with a price tag.. hardwork.. suffering and sometimes even emotional drainage..when you're working so hard to achieving the thing that you want, sometimes you forget about the things that you already have.,. and well. the sad truth is that until you lose something, you won't know it's actual value. the strange thing is that when you're hankering after something, the thing is really unattainable or whatever but once you get it, when it's right there in your hands, it becomes invaluable.. you somehow take it for granted. no matter under whatever circumstances you got it under, you start taking it for granted and then you start hankering after something else. always something new.. something you want or maybe 'need'.. and then it becomes your life, you become obssesed with it and then when you get it.. it just becomes a vicious cycle.. and the only people who have broken through it are the people who are dead.. you could say that it's a humanly basic instinct to keep constantly upgrading yourself.. and the things that are aforementioned could refer to alot of things.. like your grades, your manicure, the new guitar that makes you drool.. or maybe even.. zac efron.. there's no one way in which you can categorise all of your wants and needs but it's important to realise at the same time that when you get something, it's always a sign to the fact that you're living your life. i mean when you're dead, sure you get flowers and stuff but you don't get to experience the stuff. when you're alive and kicking(pardon the pun), you experience stuff that you can't buy with your Visa or MasterCard(trust me, i've tried)..the best things in life, are after all... free. you just have to know which of these things you want in your life...
wow. there is only one month left to my birthday.. and i know it means i'm getting old.. but hey.. at least there are only three more years to getting out of this house... i just don't know what i'm doing anymore.. at first, i was working towards an aim in life.. to study law and then to be a good lawyer.. it was pretty straightforward.. i had my whole life planned ahead of me.. and then... it just feels so weird now...anyway.. whatever.. back to my birthday.. yeah.. one month left.. for my birthday.. i want so many things... yesterdat when i was at VivoCity, i went to toysRus(whatever.. there are skateboards in it..and no one's looking) and then i thought "life is just like a skateboard" i mean, no matter how much you practice, you don't get it right and then when you do, after getting hurt, there's always someone better than you.. then i mean. what's the point of getting hurt?
i can't think straight today.. went for E Math remedial in the morning.. was a complete bust.. so bloody boring.. and then went to hindi school.. I GOT 77% for HINDI!!! WOOHOO!!! I ROCK!!! but i was like bloody sleepy so i got kinda pissed at a few people.. heh heh.. and then went studying with Hui Yi, Constance and Fatimah at the JP library.. then went to have lunch.. Carrot cake tastes really really nice.. but sushi still wins hands down!! oh then those asses went and left me in Popular for almost an hour while buying my present.. haha..so sweet.. gosh.. today is such a SWEET day..
let this night pass quickly
to an endless melody...
12:50 AM.
" Friday, September 28, 2007
HAHA.. dang..i'm too happy these days.. it's bit weird.. haha.. went on a sugar high ytd after eating ice kacang with hui yi and constance.. irritated them non-stop when we were studying at the library together.. oh get this.. the dialect name for a type of vegetable is bok choy.. HAHA.. what on earth?! HAHA.. dun mind me.. i'm still suffering from the side effects of the sugar rush ytd.. anyway.. three days left to FYE.. scared shitless man...oh and i gave out good luck cookies to everyone who matters to me on Tuesday.. hope you guys liked the famous amos cookies.. i love them man! they're like the nicest cookies EVER made!! i think i'm gonna change my blog name to Famous Amos.. aCK! oh oh and Divya got like 90.5% for hindi.. WHOA!! lucky duck man!!but still it's a good thing cuz now her mum can stop pestering her so much and the stupid hindi teacher won't scold her again.. bloody idiotic.. anyway.. gotta go eat some more sugar..
oh and here's my last thought::
Do you believe in love at first sight or should i walk by again?
HAHAHA
IF YOU'RE NOT SMILING, YOU'RE NOT LIVING! :)
2:47 AM.
" Saturday, September 22, 2007
2:20 AM.
" Friday, September 21, 2007
studying for hindi now.. can't believe i have to go all the way to farrer park primary just to take some bloody exam.. tsk tsk..
12:38 AM.
" Thursday, September 20, 2007
5:15 AM.
" Wednesday, September 19, 2007
anyway.. i just wanna say thanks to my dear junior Sok Kee.. thanks for the really nice early birthday prezzie you gave me.. it was really sweet of you.. Thanks!
okay.. i can't really think of something to say now cuz i'm so nervous.. so instead of making an idiot out of my self.. i'm just gonna go splash some water on my face... Ack!
See ya!
Oh and GOOD LUCK!
12:42 AM.
" Sunday, September 16, 2007
Oh god! i must have really bored you.. haha.. sorry.. but really... sometimes i wonder if i'm being naive by believing in truth and purity but today when i looked at my sister sleeping i got the confidence that i'm not wrong... i just haven't found my truth.. and something i can call pure.. yet...
5:11 AM.
" Saturday, September 15, 2007
i really don't want to do this but.. i mean if this is the only way i can vent without accidentally hurting somebody.. then...
people should really make their priorities more clearer.. i mean if they wanna like choose something that's more important than the thing that we're doing together presently, then they should let me know and not just back out at the last minute leaving me all flustered and at a loss as to what to do.. i mean seriously.. does it really take that much to tell me "Mythili, i'm sorry but i can't handle this since i have other pressing issues that i also have to take care of." i mean, come on.. i may be a girl but i'm not that petty as to have a lifelong feud with you or something.. i can be understanding you know and maybe say that it's pretty much alright but i might need your help at a small scale and would you help me out? it's basic courtesy...
and then another thing.. i can tolerate almost anything in the world.. i mean i won't get mad at you for the slightest reason but the one thing i really cannot tolerate is people taking advantage of me being too nice and not saying anything to them..i mean if you like tell me all your problems, chances are i'll listen and then give you some advice but i'm not Oprah.. i can't possibly give you genius esque advices.. i'll help you along the way but i have my own personal life too.. i can't be thinking of you 24/7.. i'll do my best to help you but at the same time.. i do have my own stuff and problems to handle...and if the problem is that pressing.. i'll even put aside all of own problems to help you.. but is appreciation such a big word to use here? i'm not asking for Humaritanian of the Year award.. but is the phrase "Thank you".. undecipherable to you or in Greek? And just because i'm nice and smile too much doesn't mean that i have a sunshine life .. i've got my own problems.. sometimes.. i need time out and there are times when i can snap at you for the slightest things but it really isn't neccessary to use that against me when i'm talking to you or having a particularly unfriendly day... i mean come on.. every dog has it's day..
i think i feel better now.. i'm gonna go finish reading The Pianist..
10:46 PM.
" Thursday, September 13, 2007
i dunno what to do now.. it's like so confusing and it's like God-only-knows sorta jargon and weird esoteric kinda situations... oh god.. whatever... i gotta go now... friday blues are the worst in the week.. Ack! Tmr there's hindi test and then this evening i've got math tuition.. I HATE A MATH, just so you know...
10:46 PM.
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i dunno what to do now.. it's like so confusing and it's like God-only-knows sorta jargon and weird esoteric kinda situations... oh god.. whatever... i gotta go now... friday blues are the worst in the week.. Ack! Tmr there's hindi test and then this evening i've got math tuition.. I HATE A MATH, just so you know...
5:33 AM.
" Monday, September 10, 2007
5:09 AM.
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i bought lots of stuff today.. presents mostly.. for my friends and sister.. (cue aww..) and because of that i'm like half broke.. heh heh.. but it felt good to be Santa Claus for one day... oh and then this morning i heard a really funny joke that's really sick so the chances of me putting it up here are like nil... but oh gosh.. it was really funny..speaking of jokes.. the cheesburger joke is so.. ack.. i mean come on, which idiot would be stupid enough to figure out that we're supposed to whisper in the library.. i mean who does it anyway? , whisper in the library, that is.. heh heh...
oh oh there are only 19 days left to my birthday... good.. because, you know it's my birthday and bad because it's the start of EOY.. so unfair! there should be a law against having exams on birthdays.. that way.. we won't ever have to take exams.. haha... okay.. anyway..
i gotta go.. need to study sandhi(something something blah blah hindi).. and SS and Geog..
Got loads of stuff to do..
Btw.. i watched Dead Poet's Society with my English class.. ooh.. damn nice man!
write more later.. Ciao!
1:41 AM.
" Saturday, September 08, 2007
1:17 AM.
" Saturday, September 01, 2007
