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well... i'm in school right now. it really sucks cuz i've just spent the entire day listening to speeches i don't even have to bloody listen to! Yeah and if that doesn't suck enough, try this.. my stomach hurts and if i even try to eat anything which is virtually impossible, i'll just puke everything up. At least in the morning i had a sandwich even if that was a bit well pukey-ish. anyway, i've been surviving on green tea for the last two days and i've gotten addictef to it. Yay! Joy to the World! Power to Green Tea!! Dang! Well, at least something good is coming out of it. ( look buddy, i've just spent the day making myself bored okay? I'm trying to make myself feel better).
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
God! it feels good to write in my blog.. at least i don't have to be so stressed up about whether my answers are wrong or right like when im doing math. yeah i know.. i'm freaking out and it completely sucks.. anyway, i've been studying alot and doing loads of editorial stuff and in the process, i've ignored most of my friends, mainly those who are not in my school, excluding Divya (since she smses me every waking moment. :) ) and i'm sorry about that.. heh heh. damn! Sec 3 life is bloody stressful! You have tests almost every week, you have new topics to revise almost every day and on top of that you get one compo to write every week and have i mentioned the projects we have to do? or the fact that we need to write one whole page just for one question? i know i can get the hang of all this.. i just need more time to actually work something out.. i haven't gotten one weekend to myself this month. Last weekend, i studied on Saturday and on sunday morning and then we had to go out for dinner later that evening with a colleague of my Dad's who wouldn't stop making suggestive comments about her son who by the way, likes playing basketball, is tall, likes brunettes and is apparently really good at science ,mainly Bio. Oh but it really does help that he is good-looking. i think he might beat Shane West on my list. too bad he's mom talks too much about getting married if not something could have worked out between us. well... life's unfair! whatever.. I still have ten minutes before Naomi arrives and we work the whole editorial board notice baord thingie... oh wait.. she's here already.. i gotta go..
sorry... will continue later
buh bye!
11:04 PM.
" Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Well, what can i say? It's been a long week and i've been studying ALOT. Seriously.. enough for me to be third for A Math anyway... God! It's been a long week and nothing much has happened anyway... i mean everything ordinary and mudane i guess.. which makes my life even more sucky.. dang! Oh well whoever said expressing yourself is a good thing... i'd like to see.
I've finished reading Carrie byStephen King and i'm currently reading To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee. Carrie was super scary man! It's about this girl who has like freaky powers and then ends up killing the entire town. It was kind of sad too at the part when someone drops pig blood on her in front of the entire school during her Prom. Anyway, the book i'm reading now has got something to do with Law and Order and racism... It's kinda old too.. like about 1920. around there.. well.. anyway, i gotta go now!
Bye!
9:27 PM.
" Thursday, January 11, 2007
Yeah i know i haven't really been faithful to this thing but that's what happens when you're in Sec 3 and you have to get good results for all your maths and science tests. But anyway, i'm completely free now since Editorial hasn't started.
Anyway.. WOW! things have been going on for such a long time that when the same thing happens now, it's kinda like deja vu. And well, i can't say i'm pleased with knowing what's going to happen at the end. I hope i'll be wrong but then again... nothing is actually going my way anyway... Dang! I'd give anything to be wrong.
Then there's my class, let's just say that if i said that it was everything i'd hoped it would be, i would be lying right through my nose. Well, some of my classmates are nice and i can talk to them easily without retaliating or whatever but then there are some people who just can't seem to digest the fact that i speak with an accent. That's what i hate about going to a new class, i have to start all over again with the whole aggravating situation. And then when i raise my hand because the teacher is looking directly like me like i'm a deer caught in a car's headlights, i get the " So smart ah!" thingie! Trust me, in my class there are way better things to be called.
Then, i haven't talked to Divya or Nikki or anyone outside school for and entire week. I feel really bad about the whole situation. But then again, i have so much studying to do everyday and even then, i couldn't finish my A Maths homework today. Can you believe it? Just the first week and i'm not handing in my homework. YAY!
Oh and major news!! VOICES is out!!! ACK! That's the only bright spot left in my life! It's so cool and i've even got my poem in it!! I wish i could put the entire Voices here but then it won't be as nice as seeing it in person.
Anyway, i gotta go! Editorial's starting soon!
Buh Bye!
4:32 AM.
" Saturday, January 06, 2007
i've come to the conclusion that i'm more like my dad. i mean i walk like him, i talk like him, i even act like him. and well, i'm not sure if that is a good thing. Yeah i mean he's my dad and everything but well, i don't really like some of the things he does like saying things about people that he sometimes does himself. Something of a hypocrite actually. I wonder if i do the same things too...
Oh well, i bought some self-studying books today for Chem, Phy and Math. And some practice papers. I really want to do well for this year. I can't afford to take some time for myself anymore. I really want to be able to be like my former self-a goody-two shoes. Not like some Einstein kid but some one who's able to do much MUCH better than what i did the previous two years. I don't really think i'd give a flying frog to my social life if i did badly this year.
Anyway, i gotta go. Someone is bugging me...
Buh Bye! :)
9:06 PM.
" Thursday, January 04, 2007
Yeah i'm pissed! Yeah at alot of people. and number one is ME!! Yeah me cuz i was stupid enough to go and volunteer to do it! Dang!!! Oh that and the fact that i can't have private tuition anymore. i have to go for group tuition. i don't blame my parents for doing that at all! I HATE THEM!!! i cannot go for group tuition. group tuition timings are fixed. nothing is fixed for me right now! come to think of it i don't even know my class. Kudos to Me for trying to be sociable!!
3:56 AM.
" Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Um wow! One year has passsed so quickly. Like i've changed in some ways, yet still a bit naive( working on that!) and still a chicken when it comes to all the spooky stuff (one day i hope to be completely fearless( hey! a girl can dream)) and plus i've done my New Year Resolutions (never mind the fact that, some of them are going to remain only on paper) . Well, let's start from after the SPH camp. Um, i went to Indonesia for an entire weekend and then my family and i drove to Kuala Lumpur where we were staying near Sunway Lagoon. And then that's that!
Anyway, i still cannot believe that it's been two years since i started Secondary School and now i'm in upper secondary. The uniform is so much better, no more looking like some street urchin. I actually think that it's much better looking. And we've even got the badge like sort of stuck on the blouse so that we don't have to worry about the whole losing-the-badge situation. I still haven't formally met my class since i have to cover the Sec 1 orientation. ( plus side: you get to miss school for three days. down side: it's SUPER boring). But i know most of my class so hopefully, it should not be a problem. Oh well...
Oh and i'm getting a new phone. A brand new Samsung E900. Yay!! But i'll still miss my old phone even though it's got scratches like nobody's business.
Well Au Revoir for now! :)
