you know like how after a storm most people can't believe they actually went through it and then they take it as an experience they'd rather not have at all? Yeah.. well i'm kinda feeling the same except that this was a storm of much smaller scale as compared to what is to come in approximately three months time.. anyway.. whatever.. what's done is done..
the thing i've really been worried about is my enthusiasm to study.. it was at an all-time-high in the first term and i'm kinda worried that it may actually be the only time... i mean yesterday during tuition, i was almost falling asleep and i could barely stay awake this morning.. i bet the giant pandas would be horrified by dark circles.. it's not nice! i gotta go catch up on some sleep today..
and then there's you.. i can't be bothered to say anything to you anymore..it's as though you've never really considered my feelings before you made any decisions and then you expect me to tell you about everything.. i give up.. i dunno what to say anymore..
