dang people are depressed.. i mean not that i'm not but at least i'm not suicidal or whatever.. and anyway.. it's not my place to say anything but hello RAZORS?? what is happening to the world? seriously.. look,just because a few things don't work out doesn't mean that they're never gonna work out right? it might just not be your day that particular day.. that doesn't mean that you're jinxed or cursed or whatver right? and anyway.. if things really don't work out the way you planned, figure something else out.. all of us are human, you'll definitely think of something.. i'm sure of it.. and you wanna know why? cuz you've made it till here! THAT"S WHY YOU ... DING DONG!!
you know like how after a storm most people can't believe they actually went through it and then they take it as an experience they'd rather not have at all? Yeah.. well i'm kinda feeling the same except that this was a storm of much smaller scale as compared to what is to come in approximately three months time.. anyway.. whatever.. what's done is done..
and if you really need someone to talk to.. open your mouth and just talk to someone.. it can be anyone.. i would gladly put down my pen and listen to you no matter how late you call.. (if i haven't been that dilligent in answering the phone, i apologise.) just don't bottle it up inside and then explode..
10:18 PM.
"
the thing i've really been worried about is my enthusiasm to study.. it was at an all-time-high in the first term and i'm kinda worried that it may actually be the only time... i mean yesterday during tuition, i was almost falling asleep and i could barely stay awake this morning.. i bet the giant pandas would be horrified by dark circles.. it's not nice! i gotta go catch up on some sleep today..
and then there's you.. i can't be bothered to say anything to you anymore..it's as though you've never really considered my feelings before you made any decisions and then you expect me to tell you about everything.. i give up.. i dunno what to say anymore..
