ooh Gossip Girl rules!! it's so damn bitchy and glamourous and perfect.. the funny thing is the perfectness of the girls shoudl really be pissing me off but all it does is make me drool over the sweetness of the whole thing.. anyway, now i'm really starting to find a new deal and make it happen. i can't afford to lose this one again. not now..not ever.. the random things that i have to make do with are just not worth it anymore because they'll never be more than they are.. Stuff. and you and i both know that Stuff is so way over..