i'm feeling really guilty right now.. i did something i shouldn't have done and have no way of setting things right.. not unless i do something really drastic.. i dunno whether i have any chance of redemption after this but i do hope that whatever good i do in the future will make my conscience a little less heavy on my soul..
anyway, aside from all that proclamation,declaration admission thingie.. i can't believe how busy i've gotten and the overloading stress that's begginning to show in the form of acne on my forehead.. whenever i get too stressed.. i either throw up, refuse to talk, snap really easily or fall sick.. so bloody sensitive.. i need to learn to have a healthier system.. like last time i was in India at my uncle's house and i was kinda really young and i couldn't find my mom so.. i was like really worried.. then my aunt made me some Maggie and i ate it while i was really worried about where my mum went without me cuz i hadn't met my aunt and uncle before that so.. anyway.. i ate the Maggie and five minutes later, i threw everything up.. when i watch a horror movie, i fall sick really easily.. like i get a running nose and then a temp of up to 39... especially when i see blood..
oh today.. i went to the wet market with my mum and she was buying chicken and the man was cutting up a chicken.. and it was really disgusiting.. sheesh.. my mum made butter chicken today.. but i am so not going to eat it.. BLEAH... YUCK!!
anyway.. i gotta go.. am seeing a movie with Mahatma Gandhi aka.. Divya.. HAHA..
:) See YA :)
