wow. there is only one month left to my birthday.. and i know it means i'm getting old.. but hey.. at least there are only three more years to getting out of this house... i just don't know what i'm doing anymore.. at first, i was working towards an aim in life.. to study law and then to be a good lawyer.. it was pretty straightforward.. i had my whole life planned ahead of me.. and then... it just feels so weird now...anyway.. whatever.. back to my birthday.. yeah.. one month left.. for my birthday.. i want so many things... yesterdat when i was at VivoCity, i went to toysRus(whatever.. there are skateboards in it..and no one's looking) and then i thought "life is just like a skateboard" i mean, no matter how much you practice, you don't get it right and then when you do, after getting hurt, there's always someone better than you.. then i mean. what's the point of getting hurt?