omg.... i'm really touched by what rahul did today.. thanks so much for the present.. i haven't opened it yet.. but seriously.. it was so sweet.. Aww...
3 days left to my birthday.. yippee! 3 days left to getting older.. haha.. oh here's one nonsensical thought of the day... Internal Conflict leads to External Conflict...Pimples!! Beware!!
wow.. today was really fun.. it didn't even feel like an exam, to tell you the truth.. sitting at the back of the class with matthew, vatsal pandey and this guy called imran was like so bloody funny.. dang man! nick wrote like three lines on his compo and then like everytime the teacher would ask nick something the rest of us would start laughing.. damn funny.. oh then during the break.. oh gosh.. it sounds really lewd but honestly.. i aimed this ball of paper on vatsal pandey and rohit and it hit the target every time.. okay.. fine.. most of the time.. oh then vatsal pandey threw it at me and then i was like running away from it and i slipped and fell.. gosh.. that was really embarassing.. cuz i felt flat on my face.. haha.. but anyway.. after the exam went to have lunch with chantik(surprise, surprise) , nikki and divya and then we like had lunch at this indian restraurant right in front of Mustafa.. and then divya,nikki and i went to find rishabh and all... and we had to walk for like 20 mins and ask 40 different people where the heck it was.. but all the same.. it was good exercise after eating so much rice.. haha..oh shoot.. i gotta go now.. have to go finish up my chem notes.. shit i can't believe i left my A Math textbook and Physics file in school.. i'm like so retarded these days.. i wonder where my focus is these days.. anyway... there are 8 more days left to my and constance's birthday!! woohoo!! :)
i can't stand people who make decisions behind my back and then expect me to just laughingly oblige them while they make a complete ass out of me.. an ignorant ass... oh of all the things.. can't they leave me alone? i mean seriously.. once i say something.. i usually don't want to change it.. and unless you're holding a gun to my head or there's an adult involved, i pretty much won't change it all.. i'm stubborn that way.. it's annoying when you have everything going well for you and then out of nowhere an ignorant freak comes and changes everything.. ACK!!
shoot yaar.. Miss Lappen's pissed at us and we're like totally behind Eng lessons.. dammit.. oh and then mr Ching didn't come to sch ytd and today.. HOW ON EARTH ARE WE GONNA PASS??? ACK!!! On an afternote though, if anyone does know.. please do not hesitate to contact me.. i assure you your contribution will be appreciated.. i'm so nervous right now.. it's a bit miffing actually...
okay people .. 11 days to my birthday and to the Final Term Examinations.. Ack!!! 11 days!! god ! that's seriously freaky.. i haven't even started on my chem notes.. oh shit... gonna be bloody .. oh never mind..
aww man... i really love watching old movies.. like Breakfast at Tiffany's.. My Fair Lady and so many of old hindi movies like Milli.. Shashi Kapoor, Amitabh Bachchan, Sanjeev Kumar and Shammi Kapoor movies.. they're like so sweet and the songs are so nice... i could listen to the songs over and over again and still not get tired of them... like "tum aa gaye ho".. "baahon mein chale aaon".. and "o mera sona".. oh and "Chura Liya hai Tumne".. and not forgetting the English movies.. i am totally in love with Audrey Hepburn.. Breakfast at Tiffany's ., Roman Holiday.. Charade.. and my favourite of all My Fair Lady.. i totally love listening to old songs early in the morning or when i'm studying..
i'm in such a bad mood today.. and you wanna know the really bad part? i don't even know why i'm feeling so low... God! it's so confusing..
wow.. this is my 75th entry.. great cause for jubiliation i guess.. but anyway.. i'm feeling a bit low now.. for alot of reasons.. 1) because it's raining( okay.. this isn't really true since i like it when it rains but seeing the rain fall makes me feel like raining down my tears.. oh god! that was seriously dramatic!!) 2) because i did really badly for my common tests.. 3) because i hurt someone 4) because i read a sad book called "Looking For Alaska" by John Green in which the female protagonist gets killed in a car crash.. but i mean it was still funny cuz there's like this one scene where the guys play a prank by inviting a male stripper for Speaker's Day.. but whatever.. it was still death and all.. 5) well.. because you don't really need a reason to be sad since we're human which means there's a full chance of us experiencing mood swings in which we can feel multiple emotions at the same time... anyway...
wow.. this is my 75th entry.. great cause for jubiliation i guess.. but anyway.. i'm feeling a bit low now.. for alot of reasons.. 1) because it's raining( okay.. this isn't really true since i like it when it rains but seeing the rain fall makes me feel like raining down my tears.. oh god! that was seriously dramatic!!) 2) because i did really badly for my common tests.. 3) because i hurt someone 4) because i read a sad book called "Looking For Alaska" by John Green in which the female protagonist gets killed in a car crash.. but i mean it was still funny cuz there's like this one scene where the guys play a prank by inviting a male stripper for Speaker's Day.. but whatever.. it was still death and all.. 5) well.. because you don't really need a reason to be sad since we're human which means there's a full chance of us experiencing mood swings in which we can feel multiple emotions at the same time... anyway...
oh and i watched High School Musical 2!!! went to nikki's house ytd ... pigged out on chips and iced peach tea.. torn between the sweet guy and the hot guy... aka.. Corbin Bleu and Zac Efron.. ACK!!! the movie was really a bit Bollywood. but the songs were kinda good.. like "i don't dance" and "you're the music in me" .. ahh.. gonna go dreamnnn... You're the Music in me!!....
people who make other people laugh are truly something great.. can you imagine filling up a person's life by just saying something? it must feel so good to make someone laugh and smile.. like it's like you've got a power within you to change somebody's mood.. anyway.. wow...
everything in life comes with a price.. sometimes. they are so expensive, you wonder if you're actually doing the right thing or not. the things that come with a hefty price tag are usually the things that most people value most in life.. like love, family, friendship.. maybe even a nod from the guy that you think Really resembles Zac Efron.. but they come with a price tag.. hardwork.. suffering and sometimes even emotional drainage..when you're working so hard to achieving the thing that you want, sometimes you forget about the things that you already have.,. and well. the sad truth is that until you lose something, you won't know it's actual value. the strange thing is that when you're hankering after something, the thing is really unattainable or whatever but once you get it, when it's right there in your hands, it becomes invaluable.. you somehow take it for granted. no matter under whatever circumstances you got it under, you start taking it for granted and then you start hankering after something else. always something new.. something you want or maybe 'need'.. and then it becomes your life, you become obssesed with it and then when you get it.. it just becomes a vicious cycle.. and the only people who have broken through it are the people who are dead.. you could say that it's a humanly basic instinct to keep constantly upgrading yourself.. and the things that are aforementioned could refer to alot of things.. like your grades, your manicure, the new guitar that makes you drool.. or maybe even.. zac efron.. there's no one way in which you can categorise all of your wants and needs but it's important to realise at the same time that when you get something, it's always a sign to the fact that you're living your life. i mean when you're dead, sure you get flowers and stuff but you don't get to experience the stuff. when you're alive and kicking(pardon the pun), you experience stuff that you can't buy with your Visa or MasterCard(trust me, i've tried)..the best things in life, are after all... free. you just have to know which of these things you want in your life...
wow. there is only one month left to my birthday.. and i know it means i'm getting old.. but hey.. at least there are only three more years to getting out of this house... i just don't know what i'm doing anymore.. at first, i was working towards an aim in life.. to study law and then to be a good lawyer.. it was pretty straightforward.. i had my whole life planned ahead of me.. and then... it just feels so weird now...anyway.. whatever.. back to my birthday.. yeah.. one month left.. for my birthday.. i want so many things... yesterdat when i was at VivoCity, i went to toysRus(whatever.. there are skateboards in it..and no one's looking) and then i thought "life is just like a skateboard" i mean, no matter how much you practice, you don't get it right and then when you do, after getting hurt, there's always someone better than you.. then i mean. what's the point of getting hurt?
