It's annoying really when you make plans with a person and then that person just forgets about it. I wish i had such unfailing memory loss then i could go about telling people that i forgot it was their birthday or that we were supposed to go out that day. And it's not the first time either! I mean it's fine if you can't make it that day because of something but can't you at least be considerate enough to let me know at least one day in advance? I mean, is it really that hard to jot it down on your calendar or to call me a day before saying that you can't make it? From now on, i couldn't be less bothered about what you do in your life anymore. I've heard and taken enough already. I may be forgiving and all that but once someone crosses my patience...
I'm bored. I slept in the afternoon for three hours and now i'm so awake now. Damn! I wish there was something for me to do but ever since school ended, my job task seems to be getting smaller and smaller by the day. But i guess it's all for the best. I mean after next week, i'm going to be really busy so i might as well rest now. But there's nothing to do! If i want to help around the house, the house is spick and span. If i want to watch a movie, the stupid video library is closed. Argh! This is so irritating that i've even stooped down to writing two entries in one day. Things are that bad!
Happy Halloween!
Hello!
Hello!
Hello!
Ciao!
Hello!
Nikki rocks.
I mean seriously, don't you think it's annoying when you cancel a few appointments because of a person and then it turns out that that person completely forgot about it? Fine, from now on, to hell with you and your problems.
I can't even be bothered to say bye now! It's completely ruined my mood.
6:14 AM.
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Hopefully things will be better tomorrow when Nikki and i go to the SPCA. I can't believe i haven't seen Bazz and Skye and Cookie Dough Explosion in more than a month. God! i miss them!
Oh did i tell you? When i went for the story-telling workshop today, there was this moth in class and it was as big as my hand. It was a little scary cuz if you like went near, it would flutter about and almost land on your nose. Not that that actually happened to me. Almost. Anyway, so being the nice person that i am, i tried to open the window that it was on but in the process i got my left index finger cut. (Cue: Awww...). It seems really tiny but it's really painful. I put a bandaid on it when i came home but then when i took it off just now, my finger looked as though i had been soaking it in water. It looked really weird. Hey did you know that my right thumb is smaller than my left thumb and that i have a knot near my left thumb? Yeah, i know.. but i'm seriously bored. Ah bugger! i haven't got anything else to say anymore. ( i know.. Big Shocker!)
So...
Buh Bye!
9:56 PM.
" Monday, October 30, 2006
You know when you have some days when everything goes the way you want it to and nothing goes wrong ever? Yeah, well this was one such day for me! My mom who was supposed to come and see Mr Chin today about my results called to say that she couldn't come. Thank God! I saw my baby developing for the very first time. ( for those people who have sick minds, my baby is the Voices 2006 ). Hui Yi saw it too and really, it was quite nice! ( Well how can it not when Naomi and I were over-seeing the whole thing? Tee Hee!) It has this really dark ambience about it which makes it more intriguing. And even better, Mrs Thai is expecting! How wonderful! You can already see the inflated tummy but i think it's because she was wearing overalls! Her two kids are already so cute, i wonder how the baby will look like! Haha!
Anyway, after seeing the developments of my baby, i walked to the 98 bus stop with Hui Yi. We lyp-synched the "Leave. Get out" song and we cracked up! Haha! Like, i said today was really fun! Then hui yi took the 30 bus while i waited for the 98 bus to come. Let me tell you something, the 98 bus service is so extremely SLOW that it's really annoying. I think i waited for about half an hour until the bus came. It seemed almost like a bribe that it was double decker. i can't stand the single decker buses, they're so cramped and well, i just don't like them.
Anyway, today is halloween. I've already smsed some people wishing them a Happy Halloween! I wonder why people celebrate Halloween! I mean it's an American tradition but still, it's almost like a pagan holiday. Haha! It's a pity we don't have the same tradition in Singapore. although i think my neighbours would freak if i dressed up all gothic and knocked on their door begging for candy. Knowing my neighbours, they'll probably call the Buddhist monk to cleanse their house. Haha!
Oh and Thanks Wei Jian for helping me stay awake till midnight! :) (I can't believe you think that sleepovers are too gay for a guy! Trust me they're really fun! Hope some day you'll have a blast with sleepover galore!) And thanks Hui Yi for giving "constructive" comments about my baby! :) ( Hope you get a chance to speak with Mr Red Shorts!)
Sayonara!
(Aw. crud.. it's raining)
10:11 PM.
" Sunday, October 29, 2006
This has truly been a really bad day for me.
Let's start from last night..
Yesterday evening, my mother and my sister went to Westmall. So i was all alone at home. Anyway, i made some instant noodles and watched Johnny English. You know, it really is so funny seeing someone make fun of the English. But anyway, i finished my instant noodles but i was still hungry since i hadn't eaten my lunch. So i scrounged the kitchen for anything to eat until i finally came across this box with the words "Underberg" writen on it. And on the picture it had some roast chicken with mashed potatoes so i opened it and found little bottles of something. They were like miniature bottles of wine. Anyway, i was so hungry that i opened one of them and poured it into a glass but the glass was only like 1/10 filled. So i poured three more bottles and then it was finally filled to the brim (i simply can't understand why people say 'filled to the brim'. It feels as though i were filling up a barrel of pig food"). After i took a sip, my mouth almost burned, but then i don't know under what stupid impulse i decided to be brave and drank the whole thing down. Big Mistake! After i had finished it, my eyes started rolling around and i felt like laughing at every single thing. In other words, i was drunk. By the time my mother and sister came back, i was holding my head between my legs. I can't remember much after that except that i puked quite a few times.
So that's that. When i woke up this morning, i had a terrible headache. But then i had to get up to go to the story-telling workshop. So i dragged myself to get ready and by 7.20, i got out of my house and walked through the park to the 98 bus stop. Anyway, after getting onto the bus, i reached school at around 8. Yay! it took me some time to find the damn class and by that time, i was really tired. but i finally got to my class and by then i was 20 minutes late. Anyway, Miss Sarah, the story-teller, kept scolding at us and to tell you the truth, it was a little annoying to have her stop and scold someone every five minutes. But matter had to get worse!
During the twenty minute break, my friends made me realise that the Crimson Tide was near and i was experiencing it. Yay! So Happy!
Anyway, after the story-telling workshop, i went around looking for Mr Chin all around the whole school for the class combination paper. but when i fianlly found him , he said he didn't have any so i had to write out my prefered subject combinations on a piece of paper. After that, i finally took the 98 bus. But then,this is me we're talking about. so when i was walking home, it started drizzling. So i arrived home looking like a wet duck.
It has been a really long day and i accidentally ate some of the dark chocolate! Aw man! I need a pillow and a warm glass of milk and i NEED to sleep.
Good Bye!
10:25 PM.
" Friday, October 27, 2006
All you wonderful people out there! i'm in a very good mood today! god knows why! i mean there is nothing good to feel about. like i woke this morning and found out that my hair looks like some dish cloth and i have two new pimples on my forehead. and i haven't eaten anything except for a cheese sandwich that i deserted half way through. but still, it is a wonderful morning and i have a new jacket to boast about.
Maybe the reason i'm really happy is because my dad is leaving tomorrow and going to india for a business conference. it might seem mean of me to say so but to tell you the truth, my dad hasn't treated me very kindly lately. Sure,he goes around reading this book called 'Always Daddy's Girls' but honestly i don't see what good that book is doing. He just seems to get meaner and meaner to me by the day. in fact i don't think my father and i have ever had a conversation in which he has actually tried to understand my point of view. and then he says that i don't respect him enough. but what he doesn't realise is that respect is not forced but is earned along the way. yes, he is my father and i have to respect him and everything but all i can say for now is that he has done nothing to make me feel respectful towards him. Maybe i might i sound really rude to you now. and to tell you the truth, i feel ashamed of myself right now talking about my father like that. But i'm willing to bet that my father has never felt ashamed about the unkind things that he has said to me over the years. Has he ever considered my feelings? All he can see is my results and that's it! No talking about how my day was. No asking about what i want to do in life! No asking about my friends. No discussions! No conversations! Not even talking! It's always screaming and shouting and arguing about things. And when i try to tell him about my point of view, he always says the same thing; "It's an important virtue, respect. And that can be shown if you were to keep your mouth shut, Mythili and learn to keep your bloody opinions to yourself unless asked."
It's said that fathers play an important role in a daughter's life, regarding her behaviour with other men. But i don't want my father to influence the way i treat other men, because if i do, it will be in a mean and rude way. I really hope that one day, my father will get off his trojan horse and realise that he doesn't have a son but a daughter with sensitive feelings that can be hurt. Sometimes, i wonder if my dad was dissapointed with the fact that i was born a girl and not a boy. I'll bet he was. He always acts like it.
Anyway, i've got to run now!
Au Revoir!
6:17 AM.
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Well, i've watched Don and it was brilliant! not as much as Amitabh-magic being reinvented but brilliant in it's own way. the ending was really unexpected. my mum says that they changed the previosu ending apparently. the songs are okay especially the Paan Benaras song but the dancing was really funny and a little exaggerated. the dialouges are almost the same. i seriously can't believe Boman Irani played the bad guy. i mean bad guys are not funny. they just look funny. especially that soprano guy from Tom, Dick and Harry. but that's just my opinion.
Speaking of movies, i was watching Sholay just yesterday. oh god! it's so funny and you just feel like watching it over and over again and the truth that many hindi people have realised is that even after watching it 5 times, you won't get bored. instead you will have more fun imitating Gabbar Singh and Jai and Veeru and Basanti. unlike some stupid films like Lord of the Rings. seriously, how different would Lord of the Rings be if there were funny dialouges in it? brilliant that's what. but instead you get some hobbit or whatever with fur in between its toes and ears that you wouldn't be able to hide on London's subways.
Anyway, since i was supposed to be meeting Divya at 12, i got out of my house at 11.45 and then i called Divya. But then Divya told me that she was till at home and that she was going to take another half an hour. so i had no choice but to go the library in Westmall and read some stupid book about a woman's boyfriend leaving her because she's too obssesed with having a baby, while primary schoolers screamed and shouted and ran around. i mean, how embarrasing. suppose their moms caught sight of the back cover and then hauled me out of the library for polluting their children's minds. anyway, after divya finally called me to say that they were at the Lakeside MRT station, i got out of the library and took the train to JE and from there i took the other train in which Divya was in. when i did get in, divya called me and asked me where i was. and then somehow or the other i ended up travelling through the entire train until i finally found Divya and her mom.
Anyway, after watching the movie, all of us went to This Fashion and spent an entire hour choosing clothes. i bought a white jacket. and two tanks from G200. yeah i know, i spend alot. but you should have seen the colour of the tanks and the texture of the jacket. anyway, we've got guests over from London and they're going on and on about some stupid hospital named Almond or on Almond street. Why would anyone name their hospitals Almond? what? they think that all their patients like almonds or something? weird. while the adults are arguing about the best hospitals (although why anyone would even want to argue about the best hospital is beyond me) the kids are watching Harry Potter the Goblet of Fire. God! this is so boring!
anyway, i think this entry is long as it is so...
Hasta La Vista!
7:30 PM.
" Thursday, October 26, 2006
This is my second entry. 'nikki rocks' doesn't really count. anyway, seeing as how i have two whole months of doing practically nothing, i might be posting alot more that once a day and that is saying much since the blogger Home page always comes out in chinese no matter how many times i try and try and try to change the Encoding or whatever to simple english. the last time i tried to change the language, it all came out in Gaelic and i had alot of explaining to do to my dad. right. so it's not exactly peaches and cream for me. but seriously, if i can get over my fear of dogs, anything is possible for me! now i just have to work on my fear of stray csts and not just the cute one that used to be in school. i wonder where that cat went. it could have been my stepping stone to getting over my fear of cats.
Speaking of dogs, i'm thinking of going to SPCA on wednesday to see Bazz and Skye. God! i've really missed them. they're the cutest cuddliest little fuzzballs i've ever seen. except for Krish. but that doesn't really count. babies are always cute no matter what. and Krish is like those babies you see on those Mamy Poko pants diapers but even cuter. god! he really is so cute!
It's so unfair! we were supposed to go to the Big Apple to visit Krish but then my grandparents decided to go instead so my dad cancelled the Big Apple plans and now instead we're going to go to Vietnam. i like Vietnam in general but you know compared to the Big Apple. it's like choosing between a lime sorbet and a cadbury. lime sorbet being the Big Apple and Vietnam being the Cadbury. it's great and all but it's not special!
Haaa! so anyway, i'm going to see Don with Divya and her mom. we're going to meet at City Hall at 12.30. i'm contemplating between my jeans and espirit tee to my denim cutoffs and levis tee. anyway, seeing as how much time i have left, i might not even have time to wash my hair. so i'll take a rain check and post some more later!
Sayonara!
4:57 AM.
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dear dear nikki has helped me create this blog! THANKS NIKKI!
anyway, i'm not sure of what exactly to write over here cuz well, alot of things have happened and they are still going and well to tell you the truth, i'm not really sure about it all myself!
Well for a start, i've gotten back my results of the dumb final year examinations and as expected i haven't really done so well... neither have some of my friends. i'm feeling kind of regretful now. i mean, i should have really studied when i should have and not just keep writing notes. i wonder where i got that stupid idea of writing notes from. it's so NOT helpful. like for instance, i could't even remember half the things that i wrote and the other half that i could remember was not even related to the questions that came out in the exams. so weird. anyway, it's really no use crying over such stupid stuff. so well, i've made this resolution to listen to what my Dad says.
Although that is another thing. i'm not really speaking to my Dad. but some of the things he said really does make some sense if not all. like i should not waste time watching movies that have the same themes repeated over and over and over again. yeah that will be really easy to maintain... NOT.. sigh but if i want this thing to work, i'm going to have to really commit!
Well, i think i've said enough for one entry..
Auf Wiedersehen!
4:41 AM.
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